We said goodbye
Taking laps around the pond
The day was perfect
June, sun smiling upon my skin
The breeze rubbing my back,
Telling me it would be ok
Ducks squawking with sentiment
As I said
I still want you in my life
I still want to be friends
Then as I utter…
GOODBYE
My heart stops
A battle rages in my tears

The love was not over,
Can it ever be over?
As I try to move on
You are always in my mind
Being the ruler to measure the next
He didn’t measure up, only u did

You aren’t perfect
Neither am I
We aren’t perfect
Never could be
I move on living my life
Never letting go

One day you walk right back in
No gates, walls, or doors to slow you down
I want too much too fast
Expected too much
We are just friends
My heart wants lover not friend
My body wants to feel your skin press agains mines as we love
My soul wants to share my body with yours
Just friends

I can’t take it,
I break
I still love you and always will
We should have never broken up
I break, and my floodgates fail
My love and passion for you flood my body, mind, and soul
I can’t stop thinking about you
Can’t focus in class

Bt then I stop and think,
With the morning sun slowly warming my skin
Fall breeze coming off the pond
At the very place I said goodbye
Should I say welcome back?
Should I invite you to get comfortable?
Take your shoes off and stay awhile?
Do we need to be together again?
Does being in love mean being in a relationship?
We should talk about it
Don’t fear, you will never leave my life again

I only wonder if you are the one that I should wake up to in the morning?
I am scared of hurt, falling too fast
Scared of falling in love all over again,
Of you being the one, the only
Scared to love, but
Still loving you.